Beautiful
2:06 PM | 10-16-06
So, here I am living in New York, a day before my birthday. I look outside and there, is this beautiful place. It's breathtaking, leaves of gold, red, yellow, and caramel. Before, I never thought anywhere could be as beautiful as Michigan....till now. The world is a fantastic place and i encourage everyone to see it, go everywhere, even if it is a small town or a big city...you wll find what you are looking for. It hardly seems real that I am turning 24, and that I am doing it without my friends and family. First time ever for sure. It willbe weird...because those are the faces that I am familar with, those are the people I run to whenever I have a funny story to tell or when I need help. It is so different now, and I wish I had them here. My life is split into two right now. I am happy I am here, but I am sad because I miss my family and friends so much. If I had them here I believe my life would just be TOO good....So maybe I must work a little harder to get there. And that's okay, one day. one day I will have it all. Ive been writing in this thing for a long time, birthday upo birthdays, and every year I think I get wiser, a little more grown, and undersand to the world around me. I anticipate the future and what my future years will bring. *Smilez*