better now
11:25 p.m. | 2002-12-11
Things are alot better now. Things got better after last Sunday. Nothings perfect, but better. I still have my boy problems, and yes, I still think about my ex, but not as much. I met a really great lady who raises weimheimers. It*s a dog that I knownabout for awhile, and have always wanted. I taljed to her today and she told me she has been looking for someone to work with he and help her out with the puppies beibg born x-mas day and a bit of light cleaning. I*d be paid under the table, and even though I know that isn*t the best way to obtain a job, I*m doing this more for myself, I want to do someone good, help someone who needs it. She has some sort of disease, and she needs help with the pups, and cleaning. Icouldn*t be happier to do it. I like helping other people, and it*s something I don*t do enough. Sam and Iare excited about living here this summer. It*s sad to thihk I don*t want to go home anymore because of allthe bad memories. Sooner or later Iwillface them, but not now. This weekend I*m going to ann arbor with sam and we are gonna go see a concert. Cannot wait. Welp talk to ya later....
XOXOXOXO
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