Glycerine
8:45 PM | 12-26-03
Sometimes, in the past, I have been surprised. Even recently, when I had so much disappointment I could feel it drag me down to my toes, I have been suprised by him. But not today...today, I am let down...and promises were not kept. Yet, for some reason, I am surprised. All along, I thought, maybe it would be kept. I am SO far deep into this. I can*t get out. I feel guilty, yet I know I am right. Promises are never kept, it*s all a waste, and there is no reason why i should still be here. Day after day, another person tells me how much I have changed. They tell me that they would have never thought i would let it get this far. Then here I am, where I am...so deep. It*s like getting something you never really wanted, then you get it, you learn to appreciate it, like it, enjoy it, and luv it. The it is taken away, and you wonder how you were ever able to get along without it. It*s a drug...its a sickness...and I have it. I don*t want it anymore...I feel like Ihave to pray for it to let me go. But I dont want it...i dont want it to let me go. I just cant say it, I cant say goodbye.
Must be your skin that I�m sinking in
Must be for real cuz now I can feel
And I didn�t mind
It�s not my kind
Not my time to wonder why
Everything�s gone white
And everything�s grey
Now you�re here now you�re away
I don�t want this
Remember that
I�ll never forget where you�re at
Don�t let the days go by
Glycerine
I�m never alone
I�m alone all the time
Are you at one
Or do you lie
We live in a wheel
Where everyone steals
But when we rise it�s like strwaberry fields
I treated you bad
You bruise my face
Couldn�t love you more
You got a beautiful taste
Don�t let the days go by
Could have been easier on you
I couldn�t change though I wanted to
Could have been easier by three
Our old friend fear and you and me
Glycerine
Don�t let the days go by
Glycerine
I needed you more
When we wanted us less
I could not kiss just regress
It might just be
Clear simple and plain
That�s just fine
That�s just one of my names
Don�t let the days go by
Could�ve been easier on you
Glycerine