Glycerine
8:45 PM | 12-26-03

Sometimes, in the past, I have been surprised. Even recently, when I had so much disappointment I could feel it drag me down to my toes, I have been suprised by him. But not today...today, I am let down...and promises were not kept. Yet, for some reason, I am surprised. All along, I thought, maybe it would be kept. I am SO far deep into this. I can*t get out. I feel guilty, yet I know I am right. Promises are never kept, it*s all a waste, and there is no reason why i should still be here. Day after day, another person tells me how much I have changed. They tell me that they would have never thought i would let it get this far. Then here I am, where I am...so deep. It*s like getting something you never really wanted, then you get it, you learn to appreciate it, like it, enjoy it, and luv it. The it is taken away, and you wonder how you were ever able to get along without it. It*s a drug...its a sickness...and I have it. I don*t want it anymore...I feel like Ihave to pray for it to let me go. But I dont want it...i dont want it to let me go. I just cant say it, I cant say goodbye.

Must be your skin that Iím sinking in

Must be for real cuz now I can feel

And I didnít mind

Itís not my kind

Not my time to wonder why

Everythingís gone white

And everythingís grey

Now youíre here now youíre away

I donít want this

Remember that

Iíll never forget where youíre at

Donít let the days go by

Glycerine

Iím never alone

Iím alone all the time

Are you at one

Or do you lie

We live in a wheel

Where everyone steals

But when we rise itís like strwaberry fields

I treated you bad

You bruise my face

Couldnít love you more

You got a beautiful taste

Donít let the days go by

Could have been easier on you

I couldnít change though I wanted to

Could have been easier by three

Our old friend fear and you and me

Glycerine

Donít let the days go by

Glycerine

I needed you more

When we wanted us less

I could not kiss just regress

It might just be

Clear simple and plain

Thatís just fine

Thatís just one of my names

Donít let the days go by

Couldíve been easier on you

Glycerine

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Time: 8:45 PM
Date: 12-26-03
Eating:Nothing :/
Drinking:H20
Wearing:Clothes, I hope!
Hearing: Typing
Reading: Papers
Chatting w/: No one
Thinking: too much.
Wanting: so much.
PLUG: ILUVU.com

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