better & better
7:22 PM | 08-30-03
Things have really turned around for me. I am alot happier, and even thr things that used to bother me, they just dont seem to anymore. I have been hanging out with Brandon and Kristen and Kristin alot lately. Having a blast. Brandon from High School is goign to NMU now, so we all went over to his house last night and partied. Pretty good time. I miss High School alot sometimes, just because of how close we all were. We all took care of eachother, and now, well, it*s not as close knit. I still have about 7 really really good friends from high school that I talk to on a regular basis, but still, I think about the others sometimes, hoping they are okay, getting through their lives, and are happy. it*s weird to think that some are married, some are off in different places, and some, have moved apart. It happens, I know. It*s just weird looking back and remembering.
I am really happy right now, happy, and satisfied with things I didnt think I ever would be. i talked to bobby last night and he asked me out right...When the last time I saw jason was. It*s been a long time, I told him. And he told me he has gotten bigger, and not as social as when we were together. before I would have taken that pretty hard, but I kinda shrugged my shoulders and said, well, i hope he*s happy with whatever he has. it*s that kind of understanding that I have come to realize is the only way to get through and recover from a breakup. Sometimes people are happy with people but the happiness can only take you so far, and then its time to find other people. I am happy, I am happy to have the people in my life that really care about me. I know they get me through each day.