today sux
15:41:40 | 2000-08-22
*Growlz*
The day, I mean. This day has been so incredibly boring and really just bLeH. I really shouldn't complain. Usually I*m bitching and moaning because I*ve got too much to do. Now I finally get a day off and I gripe. It*s not like I don't have stuff to do. There is lots of things I could work on. But I don't want to do those things. Ya know? I want to go out and have fun. I want to spend time with my friends, but there at werk or on vacation or somthing...i dunno i don*t care. I need a life. No, I need a better life. I have a life now -- just not an
exciting one. I don't think that's one of those things you can just jog down to the gas station and buy, though. If it is, they don*t carry them in my neighborhood. Well...nothing more to say I guess...I*m in one of my moods that cannot be explained......not even if i try.......I have been talking to Jared on the phone and for the first time I have nothign to say to him. I am constantly thinking and I have do many wuestions running thru my mind its scary. Well...I must go now