8:58 PM | 07-27-04
In 5 days I*m gonna be leaving or Vegas *tear* It*s bitter sweet lemme tell ya. I really really wanna go....but i hate leaving brandon behind. I know I am going to miss him soooooo much!! I just hope this doesnt effect our relationship. Being away from a person you really care about can be relaly hard...so this will definetly test our relationship. Gawd I will miss him. Saturday is gonna be all about us, since I*m leaving Sunday...I*ll be gone till the 8th so I*ll be gone for a while. All I can think about is leaving Brandon....i hope i can still have fun in LV without him. I mean, I know I can..and prolly will, but i know i will be thinking about hima nd what he*s doing almost every minute of the day. it*s gonna be rough....very rough...i just hope everything turns out okay an we are able to trust eachother.
*MUAH* to my pooka!