why it hurts
9:35 AM | 03-29-04
alot of things hurt....make me upset...
I still cry when i watch "My Girl"..when people act normal after doing something wrong...make me so upset i cry....when i see elderly people walking alone on the sidewalk makes me wonder why they are alone. When i was 7 and lost one of my streemers off my bike i cred for two days....emotional? yah prolly...but I*m stll a bad ass dammit! I dunno....I have to meet Brandon*s parents today...i HATE meeting new people...i mean i luv my friends and stuff, and meeting new people is great after the actual meeting part. I just get all weird....I turn into a deaf mute retarded person. Brandon pissed me off yesterday, ditched me, and then came online and litterlly saif..."You*re going to the airport with me to pick up my parents." OOOOOKKKKK.......ofcourse i am, i have to, he*s living with me, he*s my friend, and i spose i owe it to him to meet his parents. Still, I*m nervous as hell. First impressions are everything....and i worry about that. UGH...shoot me now....why cant everyone just knwo everyone they are goig to meet in your lifetime?? I guess that couls be boring....I*m not being realistic at all, I*m just nervous....I know it*ll be fine...99% of the people i meet luv me and i luv them as well so this shouldnt be any different. Still, its deffinetly not something im anticipating. UGH....wish my luck....peace out