10:13 PM | 10-08-03
okay well things kinda got shitty today, but NOT in the beginning at all! It was SOOOO awesome out today, I can*t even beleive it. Seriously 83 degrees. IN OCTOBER!!! LUVIN Every minute lemme tell yah. BAD came over today after class as we sat outside for a while and talked about sh*t. Hung out for awhile and because he will never go on a walk with me, cuz he is always sore or crippled from Hockey, that*s prolly all we*ll ever do. Oh well...AHHHH...then I went to the Greek Goddess and God Competition and routed for our girl Allison to win. She didn*t but damn well should have!! I was sorta pissed. BAD called right before it started and promised he would come over at nine after the competition thingy......it*s 10:17....I*m alone. Then ofcourse as soon as I walk into my house my roomate informs me she doesnt like my cute towels hanging in the bathroom. Well that*s just freakin FABULOUS....I know she doesn*t like anything I have brought to this house and I have no clue why. She doesnt like my dog, she doesnt like my decorating, she doesnt like the towels, the bathroom, the kitchen, the living room, and personally, I dont think she likes me that much sometimes. Nevermind the fact that when I came to this house it was a complete sh*thole. whatever, I invested soooooooo much money into this place it isnt even funny, and I feel like I am trapped sometimes. Dammit....How the hell can things get so shitty in what.....?? 20 bloody minutes?!!??! Oh dammit all to hell. I know it*s petty sh*t with megan, and I*ll get over BAD ditching me, but it just pisses me off sometimes....it*s either super good or super shitty with me. AHHHHHHHHHH...I just wanna scream and yell and eat spaghettios!!!!