three weeks ago
11:03 AM | 09-13-03
When it's over
That's the time I fall in love again
And when it's over
That's the time you're in my heart again
And when you go go go go
I know
And it never ends
It never ends
All the things that I used to say
All the words that got in the way
All the things that I used to know
Have gone out the window
All the things that she used to bring
All the songs she used to sing
All the favorite TV shows
Have gone out the window
Three weeks ago, I didn*t care, I knew it couldn*t happen. Yesterday and maybe the day before that, I wanted it to happen, and now, I know it can*t happen, and it won*t. Why is it that you always want what you can*t have? And why is it that when someone wants you, you dont want them, and when you finally want them, they no longer want you? It happens far too much, my timing is off, but, I think it*s getting closer. I am learning alot from people, the games we play to get someone to like them, the things we do just to get a reaction. It is sad, but I guess sometimes it is necessary. So, I*m listening to my songs, getting over this, and learning how to respond to those who feel they need to play games with me, I can play them too, I have my own lil bag of tricks, but i feel to restrain them, for I want to be the better person, maybe someday they will notice I am gone, and not responding to their games. I am far away, and ready to move on to something better and within reach.