what do i want
11:17 PM | 08-16-03
I want, what no one is willing to give.
There comes a time when you are compfortable with who you are and where you are in life. I know there must be, because I have a feeling thats why people smile. For that one second where they just are compfortable. I*m not there yet, but I am slowly getting there. I like being single, I hate being lonely...but its hard to be compfortable inbetween. I try and explain it to people why I just need time, to be alone, be myself, and find out what I want and who I am. I am getting closer. I know I am. Takes some time...to get off the ground and on your way. This school year is going to be fun, I know it is, I know alot is going to come out of it, and I may just come out of it alive. BUT...you never know. *Smilez* Well school starts in 9 days...stil got school shopping to do, and still need to get a bloody oil change on the marshmellow (my car). Ugh....and pay tuition, and get hai extentions, and blah blah blah. So much to do, so lil time!
haha...well better go...
Am-
XOXO
P.S. there*s no one yet, but there*s the dream of someone...