what do i want
11:17 PM | 08-16-03
I want, what no one is willing to give.
There comes a time when you are compfortable with who you are and where you are in life. I know there must be, because I have a feeling thats why people smile. For that one second where they just are compfortable. I*m not there yet, but I am slowly getting there. I like being single, I hate being lonely...but its hard to be compfortable inbetween. I try and explain it to people why I just need time, to be alone, be myself, and find out what I want and who I am. I am getting closer. I know I am. Takes some time...to get off the ground and on your way. This school year is going to be fun, I know it is, I know alot is going to come out of it, and I may just come out of it alive. BUT...you never know. *Smilez* Well school starts in 9 days...stil got school shopping to do, and still need to get a bloody oil change on the marshmellow (my car). Ugh....and pay tuition, and get hai extentions, and blah blah blah. So much to do, so lil time!
haha...well better go...
P.S. there*s no one yet, but there*s the dream of someone...