life (right now) kinda sux
10:00 a.m. | 2001-08-07
So summer is somewhat winding down now and though I am making alot of important decisions right now, and am very busy. I still have this feeling inside of complete fear. Most of my friends have gone there seperate ways. ALot have stopped calling me, as I knew they would. Because as most of us know we will only come out of highschool with as few as two real friends. Anyway I had one cavity and ended up going to the dentist yesterday. I got four shots and as the nurse gal wiped my tears as he injected my novicaine I thoguht about Jason leaving me in less that two weeks. I guess now, we are leaviong the same day. Then this morning I woke up to find my goldfish of 5 years "Mel" has died from all the hot weather...well that's what I*m guessing. I dunno maybe I somehow killed the damn thing. My hermitt crab and his shell has somehow escaped out of his shell and so I guess everything has pretty much left me. I cried this morning for an hour. Put "mel" in the freezer with some water so i could wait for Jason and my mom when we bury him. I made a cute cross out popcycle sticks so I think it will be short but sweet cermony. I know I*m a bit strange. Your reading entries from the gurl that once had a australian barking tree frog....and when that damn hting ddied I invited people to the ceremony and taped it. yah...I know what your thinking. Welp my mom is bugging me to get going here sp I'll c-ya later..
Peace to Mel.....XOXOXOXO extra