woo-hoo!
8:47 a.m. | 2001-03-29
Hello hello....Sorry I havn't written errrr...typed in awhile but I have been pretty busy with werk, skewl, and doin some other stuff. :*) Last night I had to werk which was alright...not really but we can pretend. Anyway, Ricky and Jason came and saw me at werk and we ended up driving around till 9:45 or so. ONly because Ricky is a retard and has a 10 o'clock curfew on skewl nights. Nice...awww well...weekends are a little better he at least has until midnight. Haha..my lil cinderella. Ricky and I are like brother and sister. We fight the same...we hang out the same...and tell eachother the same kinda things. yah, he's a great friend. Jason on the other hand, I dunno...he's a sweetie but I dunno...something about him. His house is phat..and i love hanging out with him and everyone. I have met so many people from lake Linden...i htink I*ve said that before but stil li have. i never hang out with people from my skewl anymore...they just I dunno aren't fun anymore....maybe its me....maybe I*m the one who has changed...I dunno. Yesterday was Jared and i anniversary thingy....well woulda been. He never even called or e-mailed me back. That just goes to show. I htink I8m taking all of this pretty well now. I still love the kid to deat hand would do anything for him but now....I htink he just has alot of stuff to figure out and doesn't relaly have room for a long distnat relationship. Before, that wasn't okay with me, and i felt frusterated and retched all the time...but now, I*m okay...I know if it is meant to be it'll happen. I shouldn't be in any rush. i think I just expected too much too fast....and answers that take a life time to find. Well, things are alot better now....i*m alot happier...and if jared decided he never wants to talk to me again...well....it'll be his loss...because I still want to talk to him...but I can't waste my time possibly...waiting...for nothing. Woo-hoo!!!!!! Welp c-ya later XOXOXO