17:03:03 | 2000-03-18
Todd wrote me another e-mail asking me how I was doin. He said we werked alot next week so we could talk about stuff. I'm not quite sure what to think. Todd wnating to talk more...what so I can cry a lil bit more...so I can ache more through the nite? I dunno...its so hard. He also said he knew I was at werk yesterday and left crying. Great....he knowz I care that much. I dunno whats with me...its liek I want to hide my feeling towards him. It's all really weird. Its like I am going through all the stages someone would do if they were actually going out with someone and being dumped, but me and todd were never goign out...so maybe we just both had the feeling we were and this is why it is hurting so much. Could this be? Is any of this making sence? Probably not....I must go.....something I read
"You must learn to forgive others...because God forgave you"