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01:01:18 | 2000-04-23
Welp, things are alot bedder, sorry I havn' t writtten I have been so busy!!! I get up every morning at 9:00 go the gym, tan, run, then go to werk or talk on the computer. AHH...These sumemr daze are killin me! Things have been really weird, Me and AJ are like nothing anymore...I dunno....everyone keeps asking me and I seriously don't know what to say, I am just not attracted to him and that kills me becuz I feel guilty. Maybe I should just like forget about guys for awhile and just spend time with my friends. I dunno....its so hard.....I am just so sick of being alone and not having anyone to talk to about how I feel. *sigh* I'll get over it...I always do...bedder go later